Kau boleh tanya aku manusia mana yang sedang genggam tangan aku.Kau boleh tanya aku manusia mana yang buat aku senyum saat ini.
Kau boleh tanya aku manusia mana yang buat aku hidup semula.
Foo : We don't know what will happen tomorrow and days forward. But really God already set the thing for us. We need to live our live, step by step we will found the thing that God already set for us. God prepare us with such a good thing. We have to wait for it.
Shou : I'm surely happy when i got u by my side Foo. Tak kira lah down macam mana pun i. Tapi if u came to me, i will turn to be happy, little by little. I don't want to be too tamak, if you're with me it is more than enough. Like i say, you're my angel. To be strong again, i need an angel like u to bring me to life again, again, again and again. Yeah, you're right. We don't know what will happen tomorrow and day after day but we can choose to make us happy right ? yeah, Shakir. i know u really love him. I hope u will be with him again someday but i will always with u as long u want to talk or share about your feeling. I don't mind if i lose u for a second because i know you're busy with your own life, but please don't u ever leave me without a word. You're always with me when i'm dying, so i will try my best to give u a happy bullshit life again like u used to be. I kinda busy with my work now. Got to focus 16 days. After that i'm yours. Don't cry again okay Foo.
Foo : Shou ily like hell lah. The point here, u know that i always be by your side. U know i won't leave u alone. U know i won't let u die right ? Kau tahu aku ni bullshit kan ? Sampai mati pun aku macam ni juga. This is hard for me. Aku try buat kau happy. Man i really try my best lah. U're the best thing about me beside that Santa Shakir. Kau sedarkan ? Idk, the jerk yang always leave without a word is u lah Shou. Bukan aku. HAHA. Ily, i'm not going to die about cikai-cikai matters after this for the sake of Bullshit Baginda Shou. U too, please stay alive for this Bullshit Legendsty Foo yang hobi dia berak. Acoi word's ''hati kasik kental baru Fatin'' Now i try to be kental, apa Tuhan campak kat i , i sambut. Sometimes i really penat hidup macam ni, menunggu benda yang tak pasti, but with your love and other kote-kote jatuh bangun i, things going smoothly for me. Maybe kita susah nak jumpa the person yang akan trully appreciate kita, why not we appreciate ourselves first. Work hard for our own future, the rewards waiting for us later. i'm not going to leave u, i will be your Taiko, to teach u how to be trully Baginda and i will teach with all my love. Nice kan ? Sweettalker gila. Peduli apa i. HAHA. 'Angel' itu too big lah, aku tak sampai pun. Solat pun lubang-lubang, celah mana malaikatnya ? Well i hope this text will make u smile. Thanks for all those things, imysm. And i really appreciate we can stay like this, need each other and love each other even dah break. Tak semua boleh macam ni kan ? So we're lucky lah. I nak cakap lagi. I love u so much ;')
I got Shakir for only once a month. Maybe not even once after this.
But i got Shou every day of each months. And i hope it is forever.
Aku tak akan pernah lepaskan genggaman tangan kau. Tak akan pernah. Aku genggam kemas, aku genggam erat tangan kau. Satu saat nanti, bila Tuhan turunkan Bidadari dari syurga khas untuk kau, aku kuatkan diri aku untuk lepaskan genggaman tangan kau itu. Tanpa suara, tanpa kata. Hanya dengan senyuman, aku berlalu pergi dengan hati yang senang kerna aku tahu kau pasti bahagia disamping Bidadari Syurga itu. Dia Bidadari Syurga. Sempurna. Cukup sempurna.
Ikhlas.
