Thanks for being my very best boyfriend. To know that I have someone that always there for me to make me smile and laugh all the time it is such a pleasant. When I’m with you, I learnt to appreciate this fucking life. When I have you, I always excited for tomorrow and days forward. I always want to live this life with you. I want my future with you whatever it is. Bie, you are such a great person and I really envy you. You make me feel like I’m the happiest girl in this Earth. The way you appreciate me, the way you treat me, the way you talk with me, the way you act, just make me want to fall in love again and again with you.
Bie, I don’t know how to act romantically, I don’t know how to make a sweet thing, I don’t know how to be a good girlfriend. But I’m Legend in writing. That day you told me that someday maybe I’m going to be a good writer. I don’t want to be a good writer for everybody in this world. I just want to be a good writer for one person only, you. I use this Labyrinth to show that I really love you. I use to arrange my words for you here and I really hope that all those things that I’m written about you make you smile. Every single word in Labyrinth was come from a sincere heart and with lot of loves. I really don’t care about others. It is about you and me. I’m sorry when I’m always busy with my study. I really hope that you understand my situation. I wish I can spend a lot of time with you, but I just can’t. What kind of girlfriend am I right?
I’m sorry Bie. No matter what, I will steal the time with you, I will. I’m crying when I’m missing you. I’m crying when you said that you will leave me. It is hard and hurt. But for your owns good, I will survive here without you. I will wait for you how long it is because it is worth to wait for something that really precious for me. Still remember this Bie : When someone ask me what is the most precious thing for me, the answer is you. What the thing that I’m afraid to lose, the answer is my precious thing. It is you. Bie, the thing I’m worried about is the fate and luck. So please pray. May fate and luck with us. I love you so much Ashraf bin Norrahmat. You are my Superhero. Thanks for your love, Bie.
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